zay's 19th birthday

by ur wife ani !!!

have fun openingur gifts my love ><

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WELCOME MY PRETTY BABYSDJSKJSD TO UR GIFT THIS YEAR TO UR 19TH BDAY GIFT BY ANI BY UR GIRLFRIEND >< i was excited to give u this bcs theres a lot of stuff just like the last journal im ade for you ihope you like this a lot :( really my love :3 tell me all ur thoughts on it when u can and what were ur favorite parts etc >< so the thing is really simple u gotta open every gift in order every gift is different its kind of an advent calendar but not really :0 but you get me :3 i want u to spend this day beautifully my sweet baby :3 i want to spend it with you :( ugh icb its alr been a year since my trip since i made ur 18th bday gift since i was mad for not being able to say hbd to you at 12 o clock jhsjhsd ugh hmph whatever :3 enjoy a lot my love i love you so so much im leaving u here with some ss i took today of my cute sleepy wife :3

this story is like the one i made on ur anniv gift !! the one where u spent a day in our life married >< OKAY so this story happens on the first zayna bday they spend living together!!! it begins with the night before oct 5 zayna n ani r laying in bed cuddling under the blanket theyre listening to their favorite songs with the lights off so the only thing lighting up the room is the tv screen blasting the songs!! so its exactly 11:55 pm :0 ani keeps tlaking about how there was such short time left til her beloved wifes birthday when she suddenly remembers something?? "OMG I FORGOT" she yells before immediately getting off the bed and sprinting to their walking closet which leaves zayna thinking bcs what the fuck was ani upto to leave her soon birthday girl wife all alone. what if she took more than 5 mins long?? SHED MISS HER BIRTHDAY!!!1! "WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GO AND WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING" zayna yells ready to get off the bed and drag ani back to the bed. it was 11:59 pm when ani comes back in a bit of a hurry "IM HERE" she says while getting in the bed with her wife again acting like nothing happened. "whyd u change ur clothes?" pretty zay asks ani and ani tells her that the previous ones felt a little bit hot. its 12 o clock OFFICIALLY ZAYNA DAY!!!! "HAPPY FUCKNIG BIRTHDAY MY GORGEOUS BELOVED AMAZING MAJESTIC WONDERFUL LOVELY LOVING CUTE ADORABLE ENDEARING BEAUTIFUL PRETTY PRECIOUS ETHEREAL STUNNING WIFE" ani says before violently kissing the birthday girls lips as if shed never tried them before. theyre so so happy in that moment, ani sang happy birthday to her pretty wife she got it all recorded too JSDSHDKJWS her giggles can be heard in the video bcs of how shy her pretty zay looked :( after that ani showers zay with more kisses all over her face n neck n they end up cuddling more almost squeezing each other almost becoming literally one. "actually these feel a little too hot" ani says talking ab her clothes as she removes them in the most nonchalant way ever. she looks down and sees zayna staring at her noticeably lost in her thoughts so ani doesnt have another choice but to straddle her wife and get her birthday actually started. we hope you have fun zani!!!

- use the pencil - ss n show ur wife when done !!

2. first roblox game we played !!5. our fictional parents 6. our parents 7. OUR MONTH!!!!! 11. second turkish song we listened to 12. enzo x porridge ship name

1. first youtuber we watched ><3.first drama we watched :3 4. drama were currently watching 8. first youtuber we watched as girlfriends 9. first movie we watched together :3 10. first game we played together ><

i know its barely been few gifts but what do u think my love >< R U LIKING IT R U EXCITED TO SEE THE REST JHSJDH pretty im writing this a day before giving this to u i am kind of sleepy kind of tired buti really want to worka ll i can on ur gift i wanna give it to u soon :( ugh okay so baby im really sorry for it being incomplete i will surely complete it these weeks :( okay on my break ill try ill really try to fucking complete it hmph i love you so so much and i need you so bad wow anyway ive been feeling so needy i honesgly like it bcs its over you but its so frustrating at the same time like i literall need you here so we can do everything and anything thats on our minds i want u to come see me in my dreams more often and have a lot of fun together no matter what we do ugghhhghhh really im going to die OKAY BABY HMM MWAAHJASHDJSJHSD IL OVE YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE MY ZAY my tiny little baby zay :( i love you so so much thank you for existing and being yourself with me and teaching me everything uve taught me from the moemnt we met til now i want to keep celebrating all ur next birthdays together with you i want to make every single one special :( i want you i need you to feel special on ur fucking day this should be an international holiday but also not bcs ure mine and i wouldnt like anyone else celebrating hmph YOURE MINEEEEEEE MINE ONLY

- drag the pieces to solve the puzzle- ss n show ur wife when done !!

find babys fav stuff in the puzzle!! → ↓ ↘hint: most of them r ↘ :3

ADDAMS FAMILY ANI APPLE BLUE BUNNY DRAMA JELLYFISH MINT RAIN SHARK STRAWBERRY TURKISH SONGS TXT WHITE ROSE

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the morning after that long night ani wakes up first as she had planned to. she really sneakily lets go of her wifes soft pretty arms embracing anis body. she even sheds a tear bcs of how sad it was that she had to do that but she quickly snapped out of it bcs she had fucking job to get done!!! so she quickly goes to the kitchen and cooks a whole buffet for her wife n her. theres oats, flatbread, dosas, parathas, idli, bhakri, pani puri and every other food u yes u my dear birthday reader can think of. all of zaynas favorite snacks were right there on the table !!! ani cooked all that in exactly 10 minutes it was easy for her bcs she followed every of zaynas recipes that shed recorded in the past :3. so after that she can be seen now blowing balloons and decorating their whole living room. so pretty and cute!! pastel pink. blue n yellow balloons were decorating the surroundings and they gave off such a zani vibe. she also brings ribbons to make everything even prettier! finally she goes to the room and gets a good amount of pictures of her girlfriend she had printed the night before (doubles bcs she had the same pics and a lot more alr deocrating their room!!!) and she sticks them all over the walls of the living room. decoration is done !!! she quickly goes back inside the room and is relieved to see that her pretty wife was still sleeping beautifully and peacefully. she stares at her thinking about how in love she is for a good while and after that she gets under the blanket in the same position as before waking up. ani remembers she hasnt even put her clothes back on and thinks ab how her feeling cold the whole tie she was getting the things ready made sense now. she was about to get off the bed again to quickly change her clothes so she didnt catch a cold when zayna opens her majestic glorious beautiful stunning eyes. that catches ani offguard and she moans involuntarily bcs who the fuck wouldnt moan at those big beautiful eyes!!?!?!11 "baby, ure awake" is the only thing ani can say bcs shes a little shy ab what just happened. zayna doesnt say anything, she only stares at her wife, looks up n down under the blanket and gives ani a certain look as she pulled ani closer to her. "do u mind eating ur breakfast a bit cold?" ani asks, to what zayna only says "i want you". these girls r fucikng nonstoppable!!!!!

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use the pencil if u like :3

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05:10

okay so this is me talking about what i want for our nearest future together irl which would be when we meet !! okay so what id want to do first is obviously stare at you from afar as ure coming to me and me immediately running to you too as soon as i see you !! i want to carry you spin u around and around then put u down and kiss you give you a long loving kiss for every day weve spent physically far from each other i want to hug you squeeze you i want to cup ur face caress n squeeze ur cheeks look at you and cry bcs well finally be building our life together :( i want us to be so touchy and not let go of each other all the fucking time til were in the car on our way homeand when we arrive i want us to cuddle in bed like we will immediately jump in bed under the blanket and cuddle and squeeze each other more bcs its just the thing weve needed the most ugh i would be caressing you so much as we cuddle we can talk and talk and talk and kiss 9282382983 times and just relax there we can cry too cry bcs of all the emotions we must be feeling in that moemnt :( we can even fall asleep hugging :( jhsdjhsd AND when we wake up well cry again and talk more and kiss and we can watch something on the tv or whateer u want really we can spend that whole day talking and OMG YES WE GOTTA FUCKING TAKE PICTURES RECORD VIDEOS OF US TOGETHER !!!!! omg we can also play roblox jsdjhsd as we cuddle we can play on our phones or we can play on only one phone and we take turns :3 jhsdjhsd so fun my baby i want us to shower together too i want to wash ur pretty body and pretty hair i want that so bad i would be so gentle and loving while washing ur hair and also i wanna dry it and style it and do hirstyles :( we can have matching hairstyles jhsdjhsd we can do our skincare together and wear comfy pjs to go to the kitchen and make something small for dinner and eat on the bed as we cuddle more and talk and talk a lot more bcs our talks r endless and they only get more fun :( istg i could talk to you eternally iw ouldnt need anything else only you to yap to each other i love that about us :( and to finish the day we fall asleep cuddling with the rooms lights off and the warm little light we always talk about :3 and our babies surrounding us on the bed too what a perfect future i want all of this with you and you only my zay ♡

my pretty im sorry for the lack of ss i just wanted to add this as a little memories stop for this last month :3 jsdjhsd these days were so fun my love every second minute hour day week month YEAR spent with you has been and will forever be awesome and same with the decades and centuries well be spending together in our other lives :( thank you for making me happy with these little memories and activities we do together and i hope u enjoy n love them as much as id o :(

i want every of my days to be like this always i want u to be the main character of all my days i want my life to revolve around you and you only my zay baby :3

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everything about u is so perfect my love ur personality ur humor ur interests ur like ur appearance ur face body ur soul ur heart is the most precious thing just like all the past things ij ust mentioned too ur mom should fucking celebrate to have u as her daughter bcs ure so amazing and one of a kind my love ure so precious and perfect and unique :( ure soo mine >< i love you so so much thank you for always understaindg me and supporting me and jsut everything you do for me my love thank you thank youo so much :( i really dont know what to do to show u how thankful i am my baby im cring so bad rn bcs it frustrates me a lot that i cant make u know how thankful i am for you :( baby i want to do so much for you in return and more bcs its what u deserve :( i believe that we will overcome whatever comes our way like me being busy i will fix that baby and PLEASE stop feeling bad ab getting sick or falling asleep :( it hurts me baby the most important thing to me is you and your health your wellness my love :( you know how i tell my friends about you my love and i know how much u love that and them bringng u up too😭😭 and im talking ab this bcs i just think about how i love that none of them r able to know how much i really love you, nor them or anyone else no one can know not even you baby you do have the closest idea but still i love you x10000000000000 more than what u think :( i would die for you baby im really srs and i dont mean it in a way that id die so u can live ( well obv too but ik u wouldnt like that at all) but in the way that if u died id fucking kill myself yes id die for you to be with you to meet u in our next life i will find you and tell u about how much i missed you and how happy i am to be back together :( its not a secret how u got rid of my biggest struggles and developed better positive ones in me >< (struggling to fucking keep my heart in its place instead of it popping out bcs of how fast u make it beat !!!!) u developed a new reason to live and to value my life as long as its to love you and take care of you. baby i could never leave your side i will never, i could never stop loving you either no matter what happens my love uve done so so so much for me and regardless of that even if u hadnt done anything just ur existence and personality r enough to cure whatever discomfort i have u as the wonderful being that u r make me happy u make me so happy i literally live to love you please dont mention me leaving u ever baby i look back to my life before meeting u and that truly was hell idk how i could live like that, u took me out of that hell and even if i was told i have to come back to it and i had no othe rchoice honestly yes i would i wouldnt hesitate to burn an eternity as long as they dont take away ur memory from me, i would be smiling even while remembering ur manners and ur way to do things ur way of talking ur face baby i can go through everything as long as ure with me and that includes ur memory ur memory is enough for me to fight the biggest things that come my way u give me so so much strength its crazy

im sure i will be here loving you and protecting you til my last breath :3 you n i we both know how sacred what we have is my love how impossible it is to let go of each other our bond is one in a million ;( baby and you know that us beating the distance and flying to see each other is just the least wed do for each other its actually nothing compared to all the other things weve done and wed do for each other i am dying to be with you yes i know i bring it up often but baby as u said we take things slow and dont stress over them :3 it will be frustrating too fucking frustrating but its okay we still have each other icould easily live like this idc id rather talk to u thourgh the phone for the rest of my life than not being able to talk to you at all ugh im so grateful for every single day weve spent together so fucking grateful my zay thank you again ill never stop thanking you for everything u do for me everyday :( ur presence in my life is like the fuel i need to keep going im just so happy ure alive im happy u exist im happy uw ere born my love and that we met im so happy that we met even if it was 18 years after im so happy bcs we still have like 3 times our age to live right next to each other in each others company im excited for our life together my love i really am we r so each others its crazy baby we fit like two puzzle pieces our string feels stronger than ever our bond gets bigger and bigger every second :( my love for you grows mreo n more everyday ugh all of these things just keep flowering bcs our feelings r so special and unique no one else has experienced this its only a zani experience love itself was made for us and were fucking living it my sweet girl happy 19th birthday my pretty baby :( im so thankful for you thank you for existing and making everyones life easier thank you for being the caring lovely being that u r thank you for being urself thank you for being my zay thank you for all these little things that make u urself thank you for coming into my life my angel