To the Moon Presentation

I know I haven't been there for you lately, things got hard again and I want things to end, to get better. I'm sorry you've been feeling so down but don't put yourself down like that. Can't you see how much you fkn mean to me, how special you are, how perfect I see you as. Maybe no one is perfect but you are the definition of my perfect, you have the prettiest eyes, the prettiest face the way I can’t have you staring at me, I never thought I’d give so much for a girl or anyone at that matter but here I am and that girl has healed me from things I didn't even know i needed healing. I might not be exactly what your parents might expect, I might not be the ideal child my parents want but you know I really wanna tell them that I have met someone that I can assure I would want to follow that I can make a life with. I know it's hard and it's not as easy as it sounds but what would I not do? But the pretty girl has to understand that she means so much and she should see that in herself. People can be cruel, but no way do I want to hurt you and I promise I'll heal those parts because I want to. Please be my last because I would never be able to see anyone the same ur my first love, my last. I don't care how hard things get. I don't want to leave, even when we aren’t together I still think about you, I love you and I wanna be the best I can be for you. You make me feel a certain way, I understand now how different I see things now especially when they remind me of you, how I seriously catch myself smiling when I’m thinking about you, how I look up to you because of how you try, you’ve thrown yourself into so much pressure, I never tried. How you can get along with people, you’ll def order for me in restaurants. How you know so many languages which puts my spanish to shame, how even though you say you give up, you kept trying and if you’re still not convinced about how amazing and so so so beautiful that i can’t wait to kiss you and tell you this face to face with me not being able to hold eye contact, but if you aren’t convinced then I’ll keep saying it until it’s engraved in your head. I love you baby, I promise I’ll be there unless i’m dead

To my baby

I love you